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[Jul. 25th, 2012|03:28 pm] |
"A dancer must be emotionally strong .."
Janicee :)
fifteen
Christian & Dancer.
:D
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[Jan. 30th, 2012|11:00 pm] |
Help I don't know what to do.
SOS ,Someone , anyone ?
Maybe what I did was a cry for help, and I was the only one one earth that could hear it .
No matter how much I try to explain I can never finish explaining and everyone could not understand.
Maybe this cry for help was not meant to be heard, maybe this cry for help should cause me to feel.
But I feel the hurt I feel the pain , but I cant express it .
I can't pretend that when I look back I don't feel sad or hurt or guilty or depress.
What I did was just a cry of help. SOS, help me please . |
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| remember your first love. |
[Nov. 29th, 2011|10:56 am] |
Remember your first love, the one who found you when no one can.
"Seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all this things shall be given unto you"
matthew 6:33. |
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| Eleventh hour |
[Nov. 28th, 2011|01:31 pm] |
It's already the eleventh hour. My family has not come to Christ, has not understand the love and grace God has gave .
Me myself I have not totally understand His love and the cross .
Theres no time, not even a second to think about my life , so why am I complaining . Why am I asking God to help me understand my own heart when I don't even understand the Cross
Why do I ask God when I know that He will handle the external while I focus on the internal .
I don't understand. I don't know . |
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[Nov. 22nd, 2011|06:05 pm] |
Who will I become, what will I become .
Poly life? I'm I really ready for non-school uniform ,
No rule society ?
Once the clock struck 12.00 am on 30 August 2013, my ic will become
My free pass to drinks, clubs and everything
But 2013 aside, will even the start of a new enviorment and life next year change my values and morals?
Will I stop coming to church? Will I completely stop thinking about God.
Who or what will I become . I'm so afraid of myself . |
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| I |
[Nov. 7th, 2011|06:55 pm] |
What have I done, what have I become, what did I do..
Making mistake, is that parts and pieces of life?
Is that what all teenagers have to go through ?
The mistakes I've made, the wrong that I have done.
Why does it seems so hard to change and make it right .
Evrry next step I thought would make things betters turns out wrong.
what have I done, what have I become, what did I do...
The only reason why our life is difficult is because we made it hard ourself.
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| Beauty from pain |
[Nov. 4th, 2011|12:11 am] |
What's the use of being beautiful when you're heart is rebellious. When you are impure and is here to bring hurt and pain into the lives of people. I know that I am beautifully and wonderfully made but what's the use when the heart is cold and ugly.
I rather be in pain and misery rather then to be beautiful on the outside .
because one day I know God can and will bring beauty from the pain.
Pastor victor says , " the easiest and closest way to the heart, is through an open wound."
Bring me beauty from pain |
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| God made me beloved |
[Oct. 8th, 2011|07:49 pm] |
i spoke to God the day before yesterday.
i am still rebellious but every-night after that talk. i've been thinking how perfect God has made me.
God gave me scar-Ed and ugly legs, so i would wear long pants and not super short pants.
God made me fat, so i would not be those girls wearing clothes so thin as if i was wearing my birthday suit.
God did not make me rich, because he know i will spend my wealth on clothes and the latest technology and not realize the importance of money to people in those unfortunate countries.
God made me not as beautiful, so that i would not be those prominent character in places.
God gave me good safe christians friends, so that i would not be creating fake ics and party the whole night long.
God gave me beautiful eyes, so that my eyes would be the light of my body.
The beautiful eyes He gave me, to look upon His beautiful face.
God created me not to be perfect for this world, but He made me so perfect for his kingdom.
So so perfect, today i look in the mirror looking at how imperfect i am for this world.
But the day i get into His kingdom, i will then see how perfect i was made for His kingdom.
Thank you God, for the imperfection you made in me in this world, that you will turn them into perfection in
Heaven.
(from lydia :) )
matthew henry wrote: "the woman was made of a rib out of the side of adam; not made out of his head to rule over him, nor out of his feet to be trampled upon him, but out of his side to be equal with him, under his arm to be protected, and near his heart to be beloved..."
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